AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND WE GO!
What a week we just came out of. Did you make it all in one piece? A lot of old energies coming up and old issues. It could of been having dreams of crowds, going through old energies from your past or just finding yourself in emotional places you have not been in for awhile. Could feel like a roller coaster or a Ferris wheel that will not end.
As we move forward, we will continue to feel these emotional places again. It is time to look at them and let them go, if you are ready.
Anger, frustration (a lot of this), edgy, weepy or just right down anxious.
Do you remember in the old days when you heard someone say, "turn and embrace the dark?" This is the times we are in.
The dark can only leave through the light. The dark energy can not be released in another dark energy, it only gets stuck. It will find you, (if you hold consciousness or light) because it wants to go home. It wants to leave.
I say again to all of you that are conscious, "Turn and embrace the dark," assist it on its way off the planet, into the light (that is you) so it can be transformed and leave.
A day to speak your mind. You were told something by a peer or boss that contradicted what you truly want. Speak up and reiterate to them what you really want but allow the chips to fall where they will. Using your voice does not guarantee that you get what you want but at least now there will not be any surprises if you leave this project, leave the job, or decide not to apply or engage.
When we use our voices, it encourages more things to show up so we can keep practicing but it also gives us - choice.
Also today is a birthday of a friend, so don't forget to wish them the best and many more. If you are up to it, take a card to them, set up an event or just bake them a cake.
You may feel like you are in the middle of nowhere and don't really know how to connect. People may seem very cold or mean today as they are feeling this also. Show a little compassion and love, as we will all go through this quite a bit between now and the end of the year.
Where is my direction, what is going in the world and where do I belong?
This type of an energy can bring up emotions where we feel like crying for no reason. We can feel like we just want to be alone.
This solitude is good for us. We can reflect, see clearer and change what we don't like.
This is best done alone, out in the middle of nowhere, all by ourselves.
Take time for this and don't over analyze, don't complicate it, just be alone and choose.
This energy is for our clarity and what do we choose moving forward, toward the first of next year. If you feel disconnected in this time, pull your energy into yourself, be still and feel the emotions that are coming up. They hold all your answers. What are you feeling? If you don't want to experience that emotion, tell your body, "NO thank you", and then go onto the next one. Do this until all the emotions have been experienced and you can then bring in a connection again with your spirit and body.
To bring balance in, visit with a friend tonight for support and some laughter.
Have you gone through a huge "AHA" in the last week? Do you see differently now?
Sometimes when we are in a process of change, the way we see things or people will also change. You can think to yourself, "What is going on with them, they are acting weird." In all actuality, you are the one who has changed and now you are seeing others much more clearly, for the first time.
You may even be able to see the unfolding or blossoming of a situation, whether good or bad. That is wonderful. Know that your eyes have changed because you are evolving.
This is a day, and yesterday, where money will go out.
This day and Friday of this week, are really the only days that are going to be "out of control" busy and you could loose your self control or emotions, due to external issues or people. Remember, do not personalize what others do or what they say. It has nothing to do with you. They are just letting you know who they are. Walk away if you can or do not connect. What I mean by that is, pull your energy in when this happens. Don't give it away by engaging in the situation, you will give your power away.
Just smile and leave when you can. Do not engage.
Oh my. This day could bring more of "alone" feeling. We are moving into the full moon again and this energy causing to really "self" reflect. If this day brings in the "alone" feeling, just allow it but try not to allow it to grow out of proportions into, "being lonely." You are not alone as we are all going to go through this energy with you. If you can change your thinking to, "You are special and unique," it will help you to realize that this is a time of being different, of being ourselves and this can set us apart from others. This is okay. The wheat is being separated from the chaff for our discernment.
Know that the times we are in, and will stay in until the early part of next year, is the Great Divide, you can stay sane in what you see in the world. We have a great divide that is happening and has been for some time now. Light or Dark.
Yes, you are alone. So be that, be different and add joy to this knowing as this causes you to belong to the coming of the New Age. We have ended one age as this new one begins.
We can no longer sit by and not choose. You know the old Rush song, "If you have not made a choice, you have still chosen." (I hope I got the lyrics right)
The Great Divide is here, there is no changing it.
Here is that vast emptiness again. Don't panic.
If you can think of this as a gift and see what it wants. It did not show up for no reason at all. It doesn't work that way.
Ask, why are you here, what do I need to look at or how can I get comfortable with this empty feeling?
Know it has shown up for you and to give you something. We will feel this place a lot over the next couple of months. Some people may choose to leave the planet when they feel this place. It will be their choice and their right to leave. Many will leave before the year is up.
You may get the opportunity to leave work early and attend an event that could spiral your learning opportunity, out of this world. Take advantage of this time. Be like a sponge, absorb information where you are able. It could mean you would apply this knowledge to something you are creating and in this creation, you will find completion for something you have been struggling with for many years.
Alright already. Dust off your curlers, get dressed and go spend some time out doors. Do something really fun. So something you normally wouldn't do. Laugh, dance and get into your community. Yes, as I said, the full moon has passed and we are arriving into the "waning" moon, which this month is going to be a doozy. So today is a great day to add fun into your energy field to get it into that grab bag of yours. The waning moon this months has a huge impact on what our moods will be.
Here in Ashland we have a psychic fair at the Ashland Hills Hotel. I am going to attend this event and take a few friends with me and have some fun. It is an all day affair and they have beautiful grounds to walk on to take a break from the crowds of people. If you are local here to Ashland, come and join me, say hello and let's share a smile.
The White Goddess says: (click on the above picture to follow the link)
"Waning Moon means the moon is decreasing in size, moving from the Full Moon towards the New Moon. This is a time for spells that banish, release, reverse. This is a time to break bad habits or bad addictions, to end bad relationships. This is a time of deep intuition and a time for divination.
A day of bliss, if you would only allow it. We get a reprieve today. Be decadent with yourself and your life. Allow all things that are "sweeter" than you believe possible or that are "more delicious" than you believe you deserve. This is a day about your self-esteem or how you feel about your self-worth.
Let it be all about you. Yawn and go back to bed. Stretch, get coffee and add that extra cream and go back to being under the covers. Relax, give yourself time off. If you must get things done, do them in shorter venues, or shorter time frames. Don't let the day absorb you into being so busy that you are not able to stop. If you do the latter, you will get grumpy, frustrated, edgy and loose the beauty that today can actually bring.
The reason this is possible today is that in the waning moon, we are moving into the new moon. This is a new start, new beginnings and where things are recreated as we want them to be. Take advantage of this energy and create your entire week in "decadence" for yourself. Watch the love, joy, fun and even bliss, be your ever companion moving forward into the next 7 days. And yes, 7 is a lucky number and brings about the perfect place to change something or that different person you have always wanted to be. Do that today and dream the dream you have been dreaming about, YOU.
The new you, the better and faster you. (Well, I added the faster in there.)
But it is possible if you could only be decadent with yourself today.
Call me a liar by trying this today and then telling me "It didn't work", just try it.